You Are The Apple Of My Eyes..

It has been exactly one year since I left this blog untouched. I cant believe myself to have such a strong feeling again where its keep on pulling my hand to start writing again. Maybe because of  "YOU" who wrote a blog for me. Your blog really touched me. Thank you so much for that.

* 2 Dec *  

Maybe this date is just another normal date for other people, but for me it was a really special day in my life. A date God creates me. A date I start to breathe. A date I been thought what is L.I.F.E. For the pass 20 years in my life, I went through this day just like another normal day. I never know what surprises is, I never know how to make a wish, I never know what is the feeling receiving birthday present. 

And today....at this day, someone made it special for me. 

I was counting down my time.... It was one more hour to 12 midnight, which means by birthday less than one hour to go. I was thinking, what else can I do within that one hour, because after that is not my birthday any more and I need to wait for another year again. Many memories flash back my mind, I thought of what have I done for the past 20 years. I just realize that within this 20 years I celebrate my birthday twice only, which mean I got my own birthday cake for 2 times. Which is still fresh in my memories, the first time was when I was 12 years old (Primary six) - a Pokemon cake, celebrate with family. The second one is strawberry chocolate cake with Sunway's friend (2008). And that all, that why I dint expect to have another birthday cake for me this year. 

Same day same night, I was preparing my self to sleep early because there was nothing to do, until my phone rang again. It was a call from an old friend, he told me he was infront my house and ask me to go out. Wow, that scenes I only usually saw it in Taiwan Drama, where the guy will stand infront the girl house and holding a bouquet of roses waiting for her. But for me, it was a kind of special, I saw a white car infront my house! Haha...=) But that was fine, he was inviting me to have a ride. We went to some place really far from the town, far from the people, a place where only me and him. He stopped his car and bought me a piece of cake from the back seat. That moments was really shock, I have nothing to say, I just stared at the cake and yelling deep in my heart " Birthday cake !! Yahoooo" =) He lighted the cake for me in the car, and I was so afraid the whole car will burn because the air-cond was still running. How stupid I am. =.="

He then bought me another surprise - Kong Ming Ten. A stuff where I always wish to play .The reason I like that stuff so much is because there was a believe where the lantern will bought your wishes up high to the sky. And I hope I have the chances to bring my wishes up to the sky to. Thanks God! You did it for me, you given me the chance on this special day. I really really touched! I meant it.... really really touched.

To be honest, few weeks ago lots of thing crash me down.... I am facing a really hard time. I have been so pressure all this while. I almost cried everynight. I wish there is someone who willing to hear me... I wish there is someone who really understand me...... I wish there is a shoulder for me..... I was just to tired holding the whole world upon me. If you ask me what had happened actually, I dont know how to explain to you, I dont know how to express myself. I just wish there is someone who will silently sit beside me and tell me " You will be fine". No matter how, the whole world wont stop for me. Sad or happy I still need to go through it. And that the reason I become stronger.

Millions of thanks to "You" who given me a chance to wish what I want. I really hope the lantern can brought our wishes up high to the sky. I wish the angel will receive my message. Although the last lantern which is unsuccessful to fly up to sky, but that was alright, at lease there is two lantern where it successful bring our message to the angle.

Dear angle, if you really exist, if you really hear me, 

can "You" please send us many blessing from the heaven up above,

gives us peace and gladness and dear ones that we love,

gives us the strength and love so that the existance of chemistry between us stay forever,

bless us a long lasting friendship,

no matter where we are in the future,

keep us close in heart.

Thank you so much for giving me such a good friend.

P/s : Once again I want to thank for what you have did for me on this special day. You just made my day. I really appreciate it. Thank You so much! Next time please don't give me so much surprise already, my heart is just too week. hahaha... I have "xin zhang bing" u know? :P

Being Away From Home.........

This blog is special for my best besties------LYSA.

15 Feb 2011.

This is the date which both of us separate. The night before, I was spending a Sebauh Tour ride with you, just to refresh my memory so that I could bring it to New Zealand. When you drop me down in front my house, and hug me, that feeling was horrible! I could feel that the time was stop for few second just for you and me. I was so touch, but I hold my tears, turn around and walk home immediately. Just to not let u see how sad I am for leaving everything there and all alone here. I was having a mix feeling that I could not express it by words. Everything was so hard , so heavy and so new for me. It was totally a new life, new people and I need new friend!  I just need some time to adjust myself well here. I feel that being away from home is scary, new, independence, demanding, challenging, difficult, sad, empty and lost!=((

The next morning, when u text me and tell me that coming over my place to drop me a last visit, then, I told u that its okay, u don’t have to come over my place again, there is nothing much to say, and I am pretty sure that, if u pop out in front of me that morning I probably will drop my tears. Yet, you really pop out in front of me, hug me and told me that “YOU CAN DO IT!”.. That moment, my heart popping in and out so fast so fast! My tears are around my eyes, and I keep telling myself, not to drop a tear in front of you, and I just want leaving with a smile. J  At the end, I still can’t hold my tears and I cry all the way long from Sebauh until I reach Niah.

16 Feb 2011

This is the day which my first step began.  When I reach Brunei Airport, my heart is really dying, I really hope that the time will just stop like that, and I don’t need to fly alone. I know I am so stupid to have that idea, but, that was what I really wish for. At the moment I entering the boarding gate, once again I cannot control my tears – I CRY. L  Once again, i cry for no reason!  I keep wipe away my tears, but it never stop. I told myself that, it’s time for me grow up and I need to be strong, don’t cry but be happy as I was fighting for my future.  It's my destiny!

Guess what, did you know that who sitting beside me on the plane? Just like what u said before, it is a good looking guy but not leng zai. Hahahah… Too bad that we dint speak a word in the plane. This is because he sits at the one corner and I was at the other corner which means that there is one  empty place between us!  However, when I safely reach Auckland Airport at 2am(NZ time), he comes approach me,  sits beside me, and finally we talk! Haha. We just have a nice talk while he was waiting for his friend to pick him up and I was waiting for my domestic transfer. J Thank you for your wish as it really comes true and at least I am not that lonely!

17 Feb 2011

Times goes second by second, and finally I reach Dunedin. I was so lucky that once I step out the arrival gates I see a guy holding a big board with my name on it! Someone is waiting for me and pick me up! Thanks god! Once I reach my college, I was stuck for few second, look around, and everyone is so strange for me. They are S-T-R-A-N-G-E-R! That moment, how I wish u was here together with me, just like what we did during our first time at Sunway Condo! Oh My Gosh, can u be here for me?! I could appreciate that! L

 Lysa,

I don’t know what word should I use to show how much I missing you now. I really really really do!  Recall back the sweet moment and the stupid thing that we do during our Sunway life….. First, we check in our room (23floor), then we set up our internet together, walk around the condo and college just to make sure we won’t get lost in the next morning for class (see..How stupid we are), we have dinner together at the condo café, (we will go to convenient store to get some milk or ice-cream, then sit down at pool side chatting, tan tan xin shi) hahahah….  we do swim together, go buy burger at the midnight, have watermelon juice, and sometimes we even walk to college just to have a cup of Ice Milo/ Nescafe! HahhaJ… we do some shopping at Pyramid during weekends,  the horrible one for u is buy rice and vege! And you really do the enjoy some movies. 

See… how great that is, I have a colourful life with u – only u and me!  But now, no more! NO MORE! I did everything alone. Eating alone, discover the campus map alone, walking around the town alone, EVERYTHING IS ALONE!!! That is so lonely! Seriously, I miss you! I wish u can pop out in front of me now! (U know some magic right?)

I strongly believe that, when u see this blog, u were at Curtin already. Actually I was planning to let u see it once I reach Nz, but too bad that, there is still no internet connection for me to post this. I believe that, u will have the same feeling as me when u was at Curtin. You will definitely miss me too! Everything is new for you, don’t worry ok, together we learn it. Just give yourself some time, and I am pretty sure u will get use with it soon. Hereby, I wish you luck and all the best.  My best wishes for you. Please take care yourself, don’t fall sick ok?! You are just too weak! Hahaha:P So, drink more water and eat more fruits. Don’t until u get sick, and u just drink more water and more fruits and u will say “ ying gai hai lai de ji ba~~” . Please don’t do that anymore.

IMPORTANT NOTES:-

1.       Take good care of yourself.

2.       Bring more money when you shopping (No more “Bank” for u this time)

3.       Go and buy some fruit (I know u lazy to eat it, but u MUST)

4.       Must eat 3 meals a day –Breakfast, lunch, dinner  (I know u will skip it if u lazy cook or too focus on movies)

5.       Don’t watch movie until late midnight (Or else no body morning call u this time)

6.       Be brave. You must be BRAVE! Especially with that soft, green, cold thingy! (u know what I mean)

7.       Put more smile on your face and talk politely (Don’t until u say it then u just realize you hurt them)

And please feel free to update me your things and if u have any “xin shi” always come and find me ya!  I will waiting for ur “good news”! (BBGG) [comes the new one] J Hahaha.

Different country, different time....

Different people, different food.....

The only sameness is ME!

I can take off my bag...

I can take off my mood....

I can take off my fear....

But I can't take off my homesickness!

I can get brave....

I can get sense....

I can get friends....

But I can't get a hug from HOME!

I have to get over my homesickness...

Because it's my DESTINY!

That all from me.....Sincerely truely from my heart! And specially done it for YOU...ONLY YOU!

Wish you all the best my bestiest! Together we move for it!

Keep in touch ya! 

Please ring me up when u miss me!

Warmnest regards for all of you....

What do you understand about the word  "Friendship" ? How much do u know for long life friends? You can get the answer easily by google it or either wikipedia. Those answer is so common that everyone know. For me,  "Friendship" cant be describe in words. It was more than that. You will only know it, when u have "true friend", spend times with them, doing something crazy with them, keep them surprise all the time and create lots of laughter, joys and happiness TOGETHER! For a friendship to last a lifetime there must be something really special between you and me. There must be a connection that transcends time and space. That is what i mean by TRULY  FRIENDSHIP.......

.....and that also the reason why i was attracted to stop by here. A surprise shock me last night, which cause me smile for whole night, sweet for whole day! Because i have a great New Year Eve 2011 with all of you.

For the past 19 years, i never know how great it is by celebrating New Year Eve with friends! For the first time i knew it, it was so warm even though that peaceful night we celebrating with just a cup of water, some jelly candy, and the game "RISK"......and of course, the surprise i have mention- PRESENT! hahahahaha....=) Thank you so much my friend, for the first time i get a birthday and Christmas present from all of you! I never know how great it is, how strong the feeling is when you tear of the present paper bit by bit, little by little, and open it, then u smile! =) By putting my palm on my heart, i can feel it - the feeling that you send to me! That was awesome! That was brilliant! That was so sweet! That was so touch! Thank you for everything you did....i appreciated it a lots!

(1) The chicken brother - A Hen ( i don't understand why he love to be a hen)

Hahahaha..... sorry, i cant stop laughing when i see this picture! That good, it create laughter! hahahahahaha!! Even though i know you since primary 1, but all i know is when u hide under table immediately after saw a needle that is ready for injection! hauahhaha=)) *cant stop laughing + rolling on floor * hahahahahahha.......

I only get to know you well for the last few years, when we always gather up  yamcha and have fun together! From that moments, my life filled with joys! Dont ask me what my first impression about you during secondary school. Sorry to say that all i remembered is when i saw a shadow walk behind slowly, so relaxing and so cool down during school assembly! Even you are the one who late for the assembly, but yet u still looks so innocent just like not your fault at all.... the thing that should be blame is the alarm clock who not woke u up or the "traffic jam" in sebauh?! I really solute you, heng! Sorry, i just to be honest, doesn't mean to hurt you. haha

At the time being, u change a lots. Really, u really did it! It was so great, heng! And dont simply write "Ex", luckily i fast enough to hide the card before it reach my mum hand! If not, i cant imagine how the world will turn up side down! =.=" Plus, after stare at the card that the so you called DIY...i still dont understand what thing u draw, what are u trying to interpret from the picture? What do u mean? hahaha....... next time please draw clearly or write the meaning behind. Dont let me guess so hard! hahaha :P * blerk!

Anyway, i guess that will be my first and would be the last for me to get the world limited a heng DIY card! Thanks ya! Love it a lot! May our friendship last forever....and it was so nice to have u in my life!

(2) A Kong

The first impression that you gave me is how hardworking you are. I only  get to know you very well for the last 2 years, and the bonds between us getting stronger only when u come and ask help from me to help u in physics. I don’t know  either I helped you out or not? Or maybe I just get you worst?! That is because sometimes I still argue with you for some concept, I might have taught you the wrong concept, gave you the wrong idea as my memory really not that good. It has been 2 years man, how surprise it is if I remember all point clearly in mind?! Hahahaha:D

Anyway, thanks for giving me the confident to become a teacher! I should thank to you actually, because after the 1 whole month, you teach me more instead of I teach you. You gave me different kind of idea, some extraordinary thinking that I never  think of.  In fact, I should thank for  filled my 1 whole month so meaningfully. At least, I not rotting at home, and yet my brain still screw up with some physics formula and concepts. As u know, my sweet holiday is almost for 6 month and I was doing the same thing again and again for everyday. As I was rotting at home! Hahahaha….:P  except I went for some jog at the evening which is fruitful to me! J

Now is time for you to say bye bye to secondary life and hello to the university life. Uni life is really different from secondary. Seriously! I hope you get yourself ready! I wish you all the best in the future undertaking. May all your wish comes true. Always remember, the best things only come when you work hard for it. Continue your path with courage and strength- never give up and good luck! Your future is just in your hand and it depends on you how u colour it. But, try your best to colour it as colourful as u can! Work hard for it, kong!

“Dream a better dream and work it to make it real”…wish u luck!

 



Our first outing~~

aiya~~ woi, u block the nice view la!!



not bad... can consider! haha..



sorry driver, please concentrate on driving! no need join us!

                       

This is our first outing friends! As refresh for you, it happen on 24 sep 2010. It is so unbelieveable that we all went to Bintulu by our own- A Hen the driver! If you ask me to recall back, i am so sorry to say that i forget what we did that day because times flies when we have fun. I dont really know what have happen because i was too excited and too high to enjoy the every moment with all of you. The only things i remembered is going to the church and went to the toilet!=.=" hahahaha....... =)

Our second outing is more organize than the first time. This time is more fun and more challenging... as we have more people to join. Of course, the challenging part is we need try out best and think a way out so that everyone was fit into the same car! Lucky enough, A kong- u really need be thankful that the van is still there that day. Although all of us got few second of  thinking that let Kong be the "da shen fu" and let him go by van and we all have a comfortable ride. OOOppss...sorry, i know we are devil for that second but at last we still choose to be cute little angle!  Even though, all the girl fit together at the back sit, and the driver and passenger sit was so comfortable enough, but we still feel so "warm" and in between some of us can slim down their "mei ren dui" and "XX"..... hahahhaha:P

My memory is still fresh for what had  happened on that day. All we have done is just Eat Eat and still Eat! lol... Sorry for the guys, girl love shopping! hahahaha:P And thanks for Kong for provide us a supper duper big car which give us lots of comfort, and yet sorry for the one at the back side- hope that the "horse riding" is fun! Can keep fit! hahahaa...

We even have more than enough time until we hang around the mall like crazy people...."gu hun ye gui"- Lysa's Theory. Even look more like a beggar when all of us sit a row beside the Pizza hut just that we dint have a container for the drop by for donation! hahahaha........ Worst than that, some "yiao gui" (in hokkien) [which mean "hunger ghost" when directly translate in English] drink "free" mineral water and still walk away so innocent! Looks like the thing that should blame is the shop keeper who dint ask money from them. =.=" On behalf here, sorry for the keeper! Those "Yiao Gui" really dint mean it. But if they got heart enough, they will drive back and pay you. hahahahahaha...:) * To the keeper, if u really do read this, please forgive us! We just a kid......*.* (innocent face)

Here is some picture to share...our second outing~







Looking back at those pictures, it remind me how precise it will be when you looking back after 10 years. How valuable it is for you? Could it be just an ordinary picture to you? For me, not! I feel so grateful and thankful to those who snap down that second as a memory, as we can’t get back anymore the same exactly picture!  

Sorry to say that maybe there is something very “suai” happen each time we hang out – come back late than we expected! I don’t know what is the problem. I blame  Heng “dai suai” and he blame me back. Hahahaha….. J It really doesn’t matter because God gives us the opportunity so that we have more time together. Everything happens in chaos, everything goes the different way from what we planned, everything goes wrong! And yes in between we create the laughter together. That is more than enough! I appreciated!

Once again, thank you so much for everything- the memories that we create together and the birthday + christmas present which really touch me a lots and makes me unstoppable to write something here! Thank you!

Dear Angle, if  "You" really exist, if  "You" really hear me.

Can "You" please send us many blessing from the heaven up above,

gives us peace and gladness and dear ones that we love,

gives us the strength and love so that the existance of chemistry between us stay forever,

bless us a long lasting friendship,

no matter where we are in the future,

keep us close in heart.

Frienship is just like standing on a wet cemet,

the longer you stay,

the harder its to leave,

and you can never go without leaving a footprint.

You guys have leave a footprint in my HEART!

My thoughts of you are always sweet,
and you have made my life complete,

No matter where our lives may go,
there is one thing that you should know.
That I will cherish my whole life through,
the heartfelt days I've spent with you.

Lovely Condo-mates and House-mates

What would happen to me after my SPM? How is the life over there? How is the peoples? How could i survive? Is my decision going to Sunway is the right choice? 

All this question ever pop out in mind before I when to Sunway. And now i have found the answer....

Life after SPM is so good, brilliant, enjoy, lovely and sweet. 

Life at Sunway give me lots of sweet memories that i wont forget for the whole life. It has been a part of my life. 

The peoples are so cute and lovely. Because of THEM, my life become so colourful and lovely.

Yes, i survive until the end. Hahaha =)

Of course, i never regret to further my study at Sunway. I am so thankful and appreciate it!!

First of all, my first step is Sun-U Residence. I get to know my house-mates and condo-mates who lighten up my life at Sun-U Residence.

1) ONG WEI WEI ( Nickname: Wei Wei)

She is a lovely girl, cute and friendly. I get to know her at Lysa's room (unit 23-02) because she is Lysa's room mate. We get know each other very well, she is a nice friend to be with! After few weeks, we are getting more closer with each other just like we have known each other for 10 years but actually it is just few weeks! This is our first outing..... .

Sunway Pyramid (Visiting the Aquaria)

                                                    

Times flies..... good times always gone fast when we enjoy! At the moment when our relationship are getting more deeper and more closer, all of us are shock by the news that Wei Wei is leaving. She going to leave us and stop her course due to some family problem. At the same night, all of us was so sad and cry in the heart. How hard is it for me to let her away because she is really a good housemate to be with! I thought that I still have chance to create our sweet memory together with her but who knows everything comes to end so fast! Anyway, we support her decision and here is the little farewell for her before she leaving.

 P/s:-   Wei wei, miss u so much! Although the days with you is so short but i do enjoy every moment with you. You are really sweet man! Honestly, sweet till die! No matter where are you now, we are always being there with you, support  you, and please dont forget to ring us when u miss us! One more, dont forget to send us ur wedding invitation! All the best and good luck!

2) LEE HUI WEN ( Friendly name: Hui wen ; Nickname :C*b**)

Because of Wei Wei, i get to know this girl. My first impression to her is C*b**!! I cant stop laughing when think of her! She creates lots of fun and laughter! hahahaha=) She is so natural! Even though at the first few weeks when we get know each other, she behave so polite and so graceful with the gracious smile! But everything change after couples of weeks! "Hu li wei ba chu lai le" hahahahah :P I was shock and blur for 3 minutes when i heard "C*B**" fly out from her mouth!! Even though, for me it is a rude word, but dont know why the word become so cute from her mouth! I cant stop laughing when first time heard that! We even create the "C*b**" song and sing together when washing the dishes! Finally i get used with it, and will feel weird if dint heard that word from her for one whole day!  Of course, not only that words pop out from her, she teach me DDLY too.... (DDLY=Duo Duo Lan Yan)

Anyway, the moments that together with her is so comfortable. She is really cute and lovely too. I wont forget her love story; that the statistic of her love story keep on increasing every time during the dinner time. Never ever drop!! I do enjoy her love story with B. (Hope that B wont read this) Hahaha:) She now got the new V already. Even though "B" and "V" is almost the same from the sound when you pronounce it, but the peoples are really much different! No matter "B" or "V" or whoever, as long as she is blissful and happy, then everything is okey already!

Here is some sweet moments with her.....

Crazy nite (Hair Fashion Design by Anna)

Nando Dinner

She can play piano very well

P/s:- C****, please say it once again, i miss it! Hahaha:) Thank you for always being so cheerful and create laughter! I cant imagine how dull my life is without you at condo. I really miss the moments we having watermelon juice, canai, burger, midnight movie and LANDAK (Porcupine) at poolside! hahahaha. Think back all the moments makes me laugh and sweet in the heart! All in best in future undertaking!

3) SARAH LOKE (Nick name: Pok-Pok)

Her first impression to me is sitting at the living room  eating noddles cup and reading at the same time! See.. she is so hard working, even dont stop reading while eating! "Got ANTSSS!!" (Pointing my finger to the water filter) Still remember this words, Pok -Pok? Hahaha

Here is some pictures to share....

P/s:- Pok-Pok, I really learns a lots from u. You teach me a lot! You are the one who always motivate me and always ask me think the positive way! Thank you so much for your support and always cheer me up when i was down! Miss you so much! Dont forget to give me a call when miss me ya!

4) LUAH RUITHYN (Nickname: Rui Thyn)

The only thing i remember is all about Hippo. Hahaha=) Really miss the moments that when we talk about Chinese New Year Celebration at your place! This topic makes us talk until midnight man! Unbelievable! She is also a hardworking girl. I always see her sitting at her desk reading books no matter what time i get in her room! I know she love Doremon, then Hippo is the second one?




This is all about my sweet sweet condomates and housemates! You guys are so lovely! Regret to start writing blog, because its makes me more and more miss all of you. Anyway, who know one day i will lost memory and this blog will be the best way to remind me that i have all those sweet friend before who give me all the happiness. Because of you guys, i feel happy and complete!

Inspiration to start my first blog

I never think of that i will be here one day, sitting at the same place for whole day, and starting to write something here! At first i think is it so boring to write something here, but now, i realise that times goes fast when u start to share something here! And of course, it is FUN!

Of course my inspiration to start blog comes from friends. Firstly is Lysa, then Chin Li and finally Chermaine!